Google update

During my time away from my blog I have been Googling a lot mainly trying to figure out again what to do for my daughter's skin and I came across two websites www.nationaleczema.org and www.easeeczema.org. These two websites have been really educational and  offer some great tips on how to sooth and take care of skin with eczema. I refer to them all the time now. Also  the second website I posted has a list of all the nea approved products and it offers a small review on them as well. I've decided to try exedrem which also has a website www.exederm.com. I want to try this product because it has a 5 out of 5 rating according to the nea  which mean the exedrem products contain no known irritants so to me it's worth a shot. I will let you guys know what happens! :-) Also I have been Googling for youtube videos to enhance my cooking abilities. Don't get me wrong I CAN throw down in the kitchen but I want to learn the proper way to do certain things. So far I've leaned how to cube a potato, properly roast veggies, and finely dice a whole onion in under a min! Youtube has become an important fixture in my life. LOL I haven't posted any videos and I don't think I will anytime soon but I have subscribed to may helpful channels dealing with hair and cooking. If you want to check them out my youtube name is LovelyReine82.

Thanks for stopping by! :-)

My heart, My love, My baby

SO I've been under a lot of stress lately and it's been because of my little angel, Mya. As of right now she is playing the I don't want to sleep EVER game and in turn I don't get any sleep either and if you know me I LOVE SLEEP and on top of all of that I am a stay at home mom right now. Which means  I am with her 24/7! But anyway that's not the reason for my post today. I know she is just going through a toddler phase and she will be back to sleeping in no time! :-) So here goes... Ever since the day I laid eyes on my little girl my world has changed completely. A lot of things that didn't bother me before hurts my soul now. I can admit that I'm a mess when it comes to her and what happens to her.( For example Mya got her shots a couple of days ago and I honestly wanted to slap the doctor because she kept trying to find my baby's vein to draw blood by moving the needle in and out of the same hole while my baby is crying her little heart out!!!)  If there is harm coming her way you better believe that I will be there to make sure she is well.  But some days I can't help but to ask myself why in the world do people have kids?! They are annoying, needy, and when you need some type of outlet or freedom they smash those moments of zen to bits! I feel so bad every time these feeling come up but when she screams all day, scratches me, and climbs on me like I don't exist I just want to disappear into my happy place which is anywhere that she is not. Is this normal?? Don't get me wrong I love her so much, I didn't think that the kind of love I carry in my heart for her could ever exist but IT DOES! Sometimes I get angry at myself because there are women out there that are trying everything in the world to have what I have, and I can do is complain and get upset. SO... To the mothers out there do you feel the same way  or am I selfish? If you do feel the same way how do you deal with it and find your moments of zen?

By the way: I've just finished watching the second episode of Private Practice where two families just found out that there babies were switched at birth. One baby is dying and the other is healthy and due to the law they have to re switch the babies so I am quite emotional right now even though I'm still mad that I've only had 2 HOURS OF SLEEP. :-(

My biggest flaw... Super Grudge

Ok so this has been weighing heavily on my heart for a long time now that I'm older so here goes :-/ . I think I am the biggest grudge holder known on this green and blue Earth. Ever since I was younger I've always been the type of person to hold a serious grudge against any and every person who has seriously wronged me. In my younger days I didn't care but now that I'm older I feel like this should be something that I can control or get rid of and honestly I can't.To this very day I still have some serious grudges that I am carrying around with me and honestly I don't think I can ever look at those people in a positive  light ever again. SO, my question to you: How do you control or get over your grudges?  This is my first step in creating a new me. I know I have to let go of the past and those issues but to tell you the truth I just don't know how. Thanks and I can't wait to see your replies!

PinkLadi

My most googled topic

Ok, so the topic that I Google most about is my daughter's eczema. I HATE the fact that she has it and it breaks my heart every time she has a flair up which is very often. My husband and I have tried pretty much everything that we can think of and that I have googled. We've tried prescriptions, natural creams and oils, and even CRISCO!  Nothing seems to give her  long term relief from her severely dry skin and itches.  I feel so bad about it but I'm not going to stop trying either. SO my question is to those of you that have dealt with this skin condition WHAT WORKS?! 0_o

Hello Friends

I'm sooo excited about this blog. I've never been much of a blogger, and to be honest I didn't like the idea for a long time. But I read so many of them now I figured why now give it a shot. Ever since I became a parent I've been a serious "GOOGLER!" :-D I google EVERYTHING! So I figured," why not post my own  questions and thoughts and help other people with my same interest and get help in the process?" So here I am. I hope you guys like what you read! Cheers! :-)